lonely lonely lonely
it’s a big world out there, sometimes I feel like there’s always an alternative person for other people to want to spend time with. at least there is only one youngest child in my family i guess
new dawn.. new day.. it all starts again here
i won’t be eating until my stomach rumbles from this second and onwards.. I have a good friends 21st tmrw that I have to go to and have to drink at.. so I will do a 10km run today and then a 32km run tmrw and I won’t eat dinner the night of the 21st and i WILL NOT eat any of the disgusting unhealthy food at the 21st regardless of whether i’m drunk or not and i WILL NOT come home and eat the whole house down like oats and toast and stuff when I am drunk. I will maintain my self control and not binge when I get home.. the way to do this will be to ensure I don’t drink too much.. so I will always be in control. I will drink a water after each glass of champagne i have and i will have a total of 5 glasses MAX so that’s that.. bring on self control tomorrow night! i will show u guys that I can do it xxx
